Saturn in Pisces is a Jupiter Ruled Saturn. I’m Jupiterian myself. Jupiter in Sagittarius in the First House. Everything I do seems to be sprinkled with optimism and growth. Jupiter is my ruling planet.
Jupiter may be my ruling planet but Saturn in Pisces is my most aspected.
Saturn opposes my Sun. Trines my Moon. Gives looks of adoration or mean glares to most of my planets.
But I love Saturn. there is something that can be very sexy about structure. Think architecture or even heathy BDSM dynamics. Saturn despite sexiness not being his goal can be quite sexy.
When I think about my Saturn return I think about “coming home” Saturn sits in my 3rd house for Placidus and 4th in equal. Personally I relate to Saturn in 3rd more then I do 4th. Never quite feeling “ready” to do the things I was meant to do. Needing to study more. Retain more.
I haven’t always thought of Saturn in Pisces as a Jupiterian symbol. I haven’t always thought of my Saturn Return as a home-coming. But it is. Part of me fears Saturn in Pisces. Even if it is Jupiter ruled, it’s also ruled by Neptune.
And what more does Neptune want than a trip down the rabbit hole?
Even as I write this I am far away from home. Tomorrow I will be even further. What is home? When I return I will no longer have the same home, our rental sold. I will be returning to my tiny home- a little spaceship big enough for me and my partner.
I used to think of my horse as my home. He has passed. No longer a sanctuary, or a home, just nostalgia, and a gallery of photos and an overwhelming desire to immortalize him in some form.
Nothing feels right. It all needs to shift. So I will let it shift. I will let it dissolve.
Saturn in Pisces?
Your home is your vessel, Life is a sea. And do not forget you are both the ocean and also a drop.
What even is a home? Is it the people? My parent’s house never felt like my home, even when all my stuff was there.
But something about knowing Saturn is involved in all my planetary aspects feels like this is a homecoming. A return to me. My life changed dramatically when Saturn transited my 12th house, a Pisces ruled house. Life is always a state of flux. Thats what makes it beautiful. I am not even the same person I was yesterday. Im not going to be the same person in a month, that’s ok. Try not to miss me. Just grow with me.
Verdure and Venus 